pathetic...

Not that *that* ever changed. -sighs-

anyway i had a sort of normal day today. i went to church, ate out with my family... then i went to the office to finish some stuff...

then i helped out my sister in law with the scrapbook she's making for my nephew's class.

then i saw her online. and of course... i would always be the pathetic little fool that i am.

dear Lord, i know You're listening to me.... please please help me forget her and get a move on in my life. sometimes i just want things to be the other way around... that she would be the one to come running after me... id like to see the look in her face or how she would try so hard. maa. im being bad. -sighs- sorry. i shouldn't wish for things like that.

i should stop being pathetic.