i felt the need to blog...

-sighs-

twilight zone mode this morning.

how else can you explain the following:

1. i woke up at 6am at the first sound of my alarm. un-imaginable. but i did. and i was able to call my hotel client as scheduled. we talked for about 30 mins i think about her cancellation policy. i don;t know if it was my bad spanish but hell. -sighs-

2. i got into the office anticipating the conference call with our sales partner from mexico. guess what? it was cancelled. -sighs- i just so know today will be one of those twilight zone days.

3. to top it all off... just because i wrote something rather gossip-worthy in my last post, i feel like i want to crawl under a rock somewhere and die. -sighs- so dramatic really. it's just... idk how to say it. but it's really baaaaddddd. curses. curses really. the whole office has suddenly become aware that i like someone. and curse me but im so obvious when i like someone. and yes, the answer is yes. -sighs- curses. maybe i will wear a huge bag over my head tomorrow and for the next few months.

4. and i am so sleepy and im starting to feel grumpy. which is never ever a good sign. it's like i was on sugar high and now im on withdrawal symptoms.

i just really really feel like i could die right about now. -sighs-

but i promised not to hide my blog. i will at least keep that promise. but for now. i want to die. really. -sighs-

i just pray that that person is dense enough NOT to get any ideas. crap.

-sniffles- i really really really wanna go home right now.