of promises made and broken...

i thought by now i would be blogging about the wonderful SE W960i but alas! that shall be added to the chest labeled: promises made and broken.

if indeed such a chest existed, it would be full of all the things people - no, not just people, but loved-ones - promised me but never did see through it.

im like a little kid. i break down every time it happens. that's why my fair warning to people is this: don't promise it if you're not gonna see it through. especially to me.

-sighs-

i am like a little kid yet im not. i should stop pouting and feeling bad about it... -sighs-

if indeed such a chest existed, i would probably want to put just a slit on the top where i can put in things that hurt - those promises made but were all broken - and then lock the chest with a double solid metal bolt so that i won't be able to open it easily. id want to store all those hurt in a place which i cannot reach, nor i can open from time to time to revisit. id want to store them so they would be far from me and in time they shall be forgotten.

as for the key to that chest? well... i don't know where it is. but one day, someone will come and bring the key... and then together we will open the chest and it won't hurt anymore.

if indeed such a chest existed, i would empty my heart in it everyday. be rid of all the hurt and the pain. and then forget about them. and live as if i've never been hurt at all... live as if ive never experienced pain.

if indeed such a chest existed. if indeed.