conflict of interest

IC called again. Asking "me" *me* ME if I want to take up a job opening there... and take note, the person who offered it to me said "we were wondering how much your salary is there so we can try and see if we can match it."

-insert shaina fainting here-

-shaina is revived and gets back up-

i actually cried when i heard about it this afternoon. Mommy Sab called me up and told me there is an opening and Manolo (the VP for Admin Affairs there [aka second-in-command]) had me immediately in mind. -insert Shai taking deep breaths of air-

so anyway i cried.

sabi ko nga kay anais... hala anais... ayokong pumili.

ang nauna kong naisip: i don't want to leave. swear. i know ive been hearing a lot of crappy things lately but right now i love my job, i love the team, i love our hotels. -sighs- hell! if i don't love what im doing would i work during weekends? or work until 1am in the office or until 3am from home????

-sighs-

i don't imagine staying there forever... dahil the reason i am sticking it out (aside from i love it) is that i need the experience so i can apply for a Canadian visa to my sister's. pero i was envisioning staying at least 1 or 2 years... not this soon.

-sighs-

i don't know what to do. i have an interview tomorrow and i guess we'll see after that.

Dear Lord... please help me and guide me... show me the path you want me to take.