do you know where you're going to?

it's a song... but it's true.

i guess i took another trip down memory lane... like i don't every other night. lol. no, this one was more persistent than usual because i went out with some of my law school blockmates and i guess i missed them so much. and they started talking about law school stuff and i was wondering what would've happened if i stayed and stuck it out in law school. -sighs-

one of my online friends, nick, did say that i dwell on things too much. i know i should stop because it only hurts me and it prevents me from enjoying the "now" in my life. -sighs-

btw... a good friend of mine is "resigning" soon. although i did see in her palm (like many others in the office :( -sighs- ) that she will be resigning within the year, i didn't expect like soon. i was thinking it was gonna be sometime late this year... -sighs- i don't want to think about it yet. because if i even so much as start, i know it will only hurt and depress me.

on a totally different note... i have a new office crush. aheheh... i told abby (whom i call my twin because our bdays are a day apart :]) that i think im doing this to lessen what i feel for "toot". lol. this one is a crush for a different reason... this one is, how do i say it... comfortable. :]

the other crush, who i think isn't "just" a crush anymore, is rapidly spinning out of control that's why i need a buffer... u know... i need to divert my attention and admiration and a host of other emotions to someone/something.

but if im totally honest with myself... i would say that this crush is nothing compared to the other one. -sighs- you really can't fool yourself even if you try your damnednest. you can try and fool other people, but not yourself. we-ell actually you can, but only for so long. aheheh :]

im so sleepy. i think im gonna go turn in now. -yawns-

PS: btw... i went out today with my law school blockmates (tal, ville and pao) and we had dinner at Aristocrat in Rob Ermita, then we watched Step Up 2: The Streets... it was a great movie. i envy the dance moves. well im out. byers.