back to being sick...

... ugh. just when i thought i was on the road to being well and healthy... -sighs-

spent another week mostly in bed. first it was a cold... then it was gone, went to work the next day. then it was the slight fever... then that too was gone, went to work the next day. and then, the sore throat, the colds and the fever. -sighs- not to mention the body aches.. flu? no idea. i took a bath in the afternoon and i still felt warm all over.

it was actually a full week or so of sleeping at 6am, waking at 12noon and rushing to work. then the cycle is repeated the next day. and i do know why... it's because of this personal problem i had... ang hirap pala... akala ko madali magbitaw ng salita na "i don't care" and "i'm not affected" pero hindi pala. masakit dalhin... mabigat sa loob. anyway, it's not something i'd want to talk about in such a public blog, needless to say it was a family matter and it was very very personal.

after four days of not working at the office (take note, at the office... meaning i worked from home... sigh, some things will not change), i thought that i'd be excited to go to the office tomorrow. not. lol... maybe it's a phase... pagod lang ako, madaming iniisip. yung storm, yung personal problem ko... deliverables... the usual stuff. pagod lang ako... it's another cycle, that's all.

so what did i do during the weekend i was sick, aside from sleep? watch movies. lol. nagkulong kami ng bestfriend/roomie ko sa apartment watching movies. movies i'd already seen and some new movies that just came out. then i did some grocery shopping... bought some stuff for the apartment, ew... im getting more and more domesticated... it's eew. -shudders-

i still feel sick, grabe. if i don't have to go to work tomorrow, i really wouldn't. my throat feels like rusted metal pipe and my body felt like nagbuhat ako ng hollowblocks the entire day. -sigh- maybe some japanese food will heal me tomorrow. lol.

was actually thinking of buying xmas stuff na... gifts i mean. also was trying to concoct a xmas theme for the office. i guess im just exciting myself... im a little bored aside from tired. and the two is not a good mix.

-sigh-

sharing this video from Rob Thomas, "Little Wonders". Found out that he wrote this song himself and then Disney asked him to use it as soundtrack for their animated film "Meet The Robinsons". I love that film. It's one of those I can watch over and over again and not get bored. And I love this song... and the message it conveys... "our lives are made in these small hours... these little wonders... these twists and turns of fate..." -sigh-