xmas blues

i figured out with the help of my friend, earlier this evening, why i get sad during xmastime...

so it's just the season after all that brings back the memories and the emotions... after this is over, i'll get back to my old bubbly, happy self. sana...

para akong bata... tuwing pasko nangangarap na makakita ng gift from Santa... haaay.

i figured out earlier this morning, at about oh i don't know 4am, the whole bit about finding someone to love. naisip ko dati, really, why get married and how do you really know s/he is the "one" for you... na wala ng ibang dadating pa... i mean how can you be sure, na eto na nga... eto na yung person na forever and ever mong makakasama?

now i know how it feels...

it's not about being waiting for the best... it's about realizing that there is no one else you would rather be with. that even if the best came along, it doesn't matter... you already have this one person that you know, whatever happens, you would be happy just to be with this person...

haaayyy... it's really just the season that's making me blue... this will pass, as do all things.