old post: the finale

I've been posting quotes to my wall since Thursday I think... and I've saved my most favorite for last:

Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Young Allie: So what?

Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.

Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

Young Allie: It's not that simple.

Young Noah: What... do... you... want? Whaddaya want?

Young Allie: I have to go now. "

- From the movie 'The Notebook' based on the novel written by Nicholas Sparks

This may seem funny, and many of my friends who've known me very well said I'm being stupid... but I've decided a long time ago what I want to do with my life. I've prayed really hard for God to tell me if I'm simply being stupid with my decision - I'm not gonna say He has given me a definite answer - but I continue to pray and ask for guidance. The hardest part isn't knowing or finding out... it's the wait. So... I'm still here... waiting ♥