dreams...

i rarely remember my dreams... but when i do, it unsettles me.

dreams, like the ability to read palms, are gifts... it has been said that an average human in its lifetime utlizes only 10% of its brain... im not saying that's a fact, im no neuroscientist, but i do wonder why people dream, and in my case, why i can read palms. it's surreal, really.

anyway, that's not the point of this blog.

i had a rather disappointing dream earlier today. usually, my dreams are abstract. there are so many factors in play that it's hard to make clear sense of the message "it" is trying to convey to me, whatever or whoever "it" is - im hoping it's God tho.

anyway... this dream cannot be any clearer if it happened in real life - i mean life outside the realm of dreaming.

maybe it's the reason why i had a dark cloud hanging over me when i came in for the meeting earlier. and why i'm more emotional than usual.

maybe it's the cosmos telling me in crystal clear terms what i'm refusing to believe.

or maybe i had too much to eat last night. who knows.